Tired

I am through. That is what I have been saying all day. Why do I feel like there is no one out there. These last few weeks have felt like the world is so big and no one is hearing me. I have a problem with Trust. I'm the first to admit that. But when I am making a big effort to put that behind me. I end up getting burned and hurt. Which confuses me about what I am suppose to be learning from this. I feel like everything is closing in and there is no one to talk to. I can't even remember the last time I woke up excited about life and what it had to offer me. The only thing that even makes me smile is my child. I wish I had her child like trust and innocents. She is the only thing making me plug along. I feel like I am begging everyone to listen to me. I also feel like if I complain one more time someone is going to say I'm tired of hearing that. Today I feel like I have gone through every emotion God has given me. Maybe I will wake up tomorrow and feel better. Even though I know this is negative I'm posting it anyway maybe it will help me feel better. God how about making me feel better!!!!! Please touch my hurting heart!!! God please take away my frustration. Help me to handle these things a little better than what I am right now.