Nervous

Well tomorrow is the day. I have been praying and talking with God about what is his will and what I want his will to be. I decided to work extremely hard at trying to understand his will. This is so difficult for me. Tomorrow which is thursday I have a Mammography and doctors appointment to see if I am still clean. Even though this has been the greatest fear and yet a learning experience. I'm scared. I am trying so hard to believe that God is hearing my prayers and that of a little girl who is so scared. Which I am seeing more everyday. For being a 5 year old she's smarter than what some people realize. I think us adults don't give enough credit to the wee ones in this world. For anyone who might read this please pray for me and McKenna as we hear the news tomorrow at my doctors appointment.