Graduation

Ok today was a bad day at work too much stress. Putting pressure on us to go beyond what is possible for me as a human being. I keep praying that God will help me not go off the deep end.

Now the best part of my day was watching my precious little girl graduate from Preschool. She just can't wait for Kindergarten she wants to check a book out of the Library. I cried today as I watched her go down the aisle of the church with her little hat on. I remembered her as a newborn. I would give anything to hold her like that again. Then I would have her a little while longer before she doesn't need her mommy anymore. I can see me in her so much lately. I just laugh when I think about what I'm in for. For anyone who knew me as a teen I loved to have fun, laugh and do things I shouldn't. My favorite thing was getting in trouble with my friends or starting trouble. I really want my daughter to seek God first in everything she does and I am praying daily that I can teach her those things. Now she is getting ready to turn 6. I would like to keep her at 5 for a couple more years. As she reminds me I have to grow up thats the way God planned it!!!! She is a loveable, cuddly little girl who tells me every day how much she loves me and she's glad God gave her to me. I also hear her laugh when she states that we are stuck together like the dragon tales.(Zach and Wezy) I know its not spelled that way but I am too tired to figure it out) We are just not purple and green.

God truly gave me the best gift possible thank you GOD!!!!!

I think I'm crazy

OK I found out Tuesday that I was invited to a BLACK TIE AFFAIR for work. You know this is crazy but I am looking forward to it. I don't have anything formal but I have to do a crazy shop first thing in the morning. Its going to be fun. I am having dinner with lots and lots of Doctors at the American Medical Association. This could be very interesting. Considering that I think some of them are the most moody people I have ever met. My new Boss invited his employees to attend. How kind is that? Not everyone does that. I have found out that he's human and he talks to me like I am a person instead of a wall with no feelings. This new adventure I am going into has a lot of potential and I am so excited. So tomorrow I will get a chance to sit down and he will open up. Hopefully.

On the funnier side of my life. McKenna and I were heading to her Grandma and Grandpa's the other day and it was one of the dreary days of rain and clouds. I was in another world thinking what I had to do that day. When all of a sudden I heard this very loud COCK A DOODLE DOO!!!! I jumped McKenna started laughing and I asked her why she did that and she informed me that she was trying to get the sun to wake up and come out. I busted up laughing. I was then informed that we got up to early and that was why she did it.

I talked with an old old friend the other day. I was so excited to share where my life was going and what she was doing and our goals. I can't wait to get together with her. I miss my old friends that I grew up with. It was nice to know that she would love to get together with me and our kids. I can't wait!!!!

I love my little girl. Thank you God for giving me a beautiful and funny child. Also for reminding me that Sunshine comes on cloudy days also.

new beginning

I haven't been posting because I didn't think anyone was reading my blog. I found out this last week that there are people reading my blog so I apologize. The good news for those that didn't call my mammography was clean. Praise the Lord!!!!